my cute little niece...always so shy.
my mum and my youngest niece...so cute!
all this was taken during mothers' day celebration dinner at Jurong.
I wonder why all the way to Jurong man.
We obviously had a wonderful night. It's always going out with my mum's side that i actually get to play with girls. There's no other time where i can play w girls...other time are like...only w guys. Coz my dad's side...throughout the family tree, 90% guys...girls are like 1 in 3 families...RARE!
But then am proud of it...
That night during dinner, i was actually thinking alot about myself and my family. I never knew how to integrate w them, which the rest of my siblings do. I find myself so fake when interacting. I have been trying to mingle around with my mum's side but it some how just did not work and i know the kind of look they give to me when I am around them. Long history regarding this issue but then again...I thought they will be over it after 10 years but OH well...i still feel that stigma and treatment from them...
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