Gazing upon the moon each night, I asked myself are you ever coming back. What made you took at pill and flew off. It doesn't matter if you do not bother who took the Suns down. But it matters to me why you left.
Each time I think about it, it makes my heart ache. I guess what I am thinking is right. I am not thinking too much because what I knew is the truth. It doesn't matter to you regarding what J. Rabbit told me. But I guess she was right. She proved her point and I lost and lost both. Everything is back to square one just like how it ended the last time. I don seek or hope for a return because leaping for the moon already has no return. I shall therefore make a move with an anguish heart knowing that what I have done has no reciprocation at all. I am very soon going to enter the military and I hope it helps me to totally rid your image of my mind and that if I ever see you again. My heart shall be as still as the icy snow that comes every winter and that trees shall fall off due to the excruciating coldness which it can no longer bare. That is how I shall keep myself emotionless for some time. I wonder who can be or will be the next to melt this stronghold of coldness with their fiery flame like the Sun. Stomach flu is such a pain. I wanna eat good food. Chomp Chomp is a must go before National Service. Must see everyone before I leave for the dreadful Island East of Singapore. That includes my primary school mates. Some important people I have in mind. Things to do includes Night cycling. Everything will be informed when everything is planned out.
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