The day i first know you, the feeling is great...
You caught me in my eyes. From then, I do not wanna let you go.
Then...Came the quarrel we had...and for nearly a year we didnt really talk.
Until that very day when i see you again during SS at SMU.
By the time i got to see you again, you are already attach.
But I told myself there will be a day i get to know you again...It happened!
I was excited...telling myself never to make mistake again.
Which eventually things went smooth until that incident hit you...and on the same day i brought you shame...
I told myself this must not be the end of us. I told myself i wont upset you again.
So I hope ever since that incident, I have not let you down.
Everything is sweet for me...But as days goes by, it's either i think too much, or things change...I have no idea which is which.
But I hope i think too much...
I hope that you still love me and will continue to love me...and that it will never stop from the date we started.
It doesn't matter if you do not remember our anniversary date or if you don wanna advance to another stage so fast.
Just i wanna say...I will love you even if you are struck with illness. I will be there no matter how bad the situation can be.
Meanwhile, I do wish to know how you feel towards me...But it seems like you aren't talking much. Even if I ask about it, it's kinda like i am sure not getting an answer. I just wanna have good and proper communication with you.
I hope things are fine for both of us. Definitely, i would say...My heart is always with you..Is your heart with me?
That incident struck you...and it really got me jealous...I am really thinking why it even happen!
I am real jealous and angry about it. I feel like murdering that person but it's not for me to care because this incident didn't happen after we start.
It's never the body that I want...It's the heart that I want of you. Not that the body can go to anyone but rather I really want you whole basically. I feel jealous everytime i see u exchanging no. with someone...because I do not wanna share a single part of you with anyone. Though your life is not mine, I cant program or stop what you like doing...But I hope you can focus on me more...Really!
Everything takes 2 hands to clap inclusive of love...My palm is already there waiting to hear the striking sound of the other palm which is You...
I hope as time and days goes by, our feelings for each other never fades...
I can tell you even right now, I will be there for you and my feelings will never go...
The reason why my blog says triponyou.blogspot is because...I got to know you the first time...
I can still remember we went watch some crappy movie about wind that kills people around the world.
It's been many months and ever since that incident, I never lose my feelings for you.
Though I may have dated others or got intimate, everytime i think about everything from my life to the damn circle...etc...I never once forgotten you. Your image strike me so strong. I do hope you felt my love from you...
No matter how troubled you are, I really just wanna hear truth from you...I wanna carry the whole burden for you w/o a single complain...That is why i am willing to wait for you after work...etc no matter how long it takes.
I will now stop writing...and i hope we will progress to a further stage and that let no others come in our way.
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