Jeremy Koh took this photo of me...

I hope i can go to this place called Heaven. The background of this picture is so bright & white. Just like heaven right...Though maybe heaven ain't white at all. Maybe it's a place full of natural beauty? Right?

I am so lost as to wanting to date you. I guess...I just have to give up.

I thank you for the very nice date you gave me. I will never forget that nice date you gave me.

Heaven is a peaceful place...I want to get away from the World to Heaven to be with Christ.

With God, I am sure i will be fine. Thinking each day about that person makes my head wanna burst.

To think we even quarrel...Well...Just catergorise it as my fault...

I mean ya...It's me...

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29th July-1st August...

I will be in Taiwan performing.

Travel again...3rd country...

My Thailand trip i give up...To tired of travelling actually.

The expenses...Hmmmm...

I need to work hard to earn my salary.

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Today I attended my first conducting class...

There's 28 people signing up for this module

Sad to say my orchestra conductor wants to keep it at only 10 students.

So he asked everyone why we wanna conduct.

When people say their reasons, he criticise and insult. WTF...

If you cant teach then don teach. And we are asked to choose our electives. It didnt states that only 10 people are allowed.

There's nothing wrong wanting to learn conducting.

I shall not mention what are other people's reason.

For me I said, I want to direct and bring life out of the musicians from the music and portray it into the ears of the audience to let them experience LIVE like scenery of what the composer is trying to convey.

Then he shoot me and say...You don need to learn conducting to direct and bring life to others. WTF right. Ask people to say reason den insult back with all the examples.

After he asked me some further question then he say...I manage to get in.

so from 28 ple 6 out...become 22.

Then he say still too much people ...so he ask ple to check the notice board as to who is in!

Wat the hell...TO hell with your rubbish!

Agent Sebastian!

Gun You Down!