*Correction...
*(It's either i told my teacher about the incident or either she knows it herself...cant seem to remember...)
I am suppose to meet Marcus for dinner along with Mr Tan at CWP at first.
But because Mr Tan is in Novena so the venue for dinner is at Novena.
Our dinner time is at 1900...
Guess what time we had dinner? 2110. When i look at my watch it was 2110.
At 2130, Mr Tan got a meeting with his friend.
Gosh...of all time, can you pick a better time to "flirt".
I am not angry or anything just find that you have bad schedule planning.
OK during dinner time...Mr Tan talked to me.
Mostly religious...I really and truely understand.
I need to search myself...
At least i see that...someone is concern for my well being...
really appreciate that i am not alone...
OK...
So now this is the damn frank part. If i am ever wrong, please talk to me about it.
From my 26th April 2008 post, I mention about "Ai Wu Ji Wu".
A chinese proverb.
I hope everyone get the point.
I do not know why i get barred from OPWO & OPAW. Even Mr Tan also don know.
If you want prove I have prove. But i wont show it so easily.
I did not defame the school nor the band.
It's just personal between Ms Chang & I.
Till now the Official letter she mention seem to be non-existent.
I wanna write to the school about it. If you really wanna bar, why does an official letter take so long.
Even if it's a "fake" official letter, you have the school logo format writing style, you can just secretly use it on me right so i will be like deadly crush that I am TRUELY Barred from OPWO & OPAW.
"Ai Wu Ji Wu" right this chinese proverbs means loving someone that also includes loving his everything. (can be his family, career...etc)
We quarrelled over something small...
Can tell or cannot tell that Mr Tan is hospitalised.
Mr Tan says not to tell anyone. He do not want people to be worried and get affected.
I understand Mr Tan's gesture.
But mention she was annoyed...why annoyed? Just because i say?
Even if I don/do kw and I still say, i really felt nothing wrong at all...
I am concern...and as a band I think we should kw...I really have no idea what school procedure.
Though there is, i really didnt know it existed.
She don even know about it until Marcus told him, so which part does the school procedure comes in? i think it's just personal.
She told me its common sense to follow school procedure, in the first place i am not working as a civil servant in the school, how would i know.
Let's just stick to her common sense. I have no common sense...but somehow she happens to be my teacher...Does that mean she have no C _ _ _ _ N sense?
To me I am angry over this whole incident is not because whether it is to not be/be said abt whether Mr Tan is hospitalised.
She love Mr Tan, trust me(her side only)...WE KNOW!
Wanna bet a Million Rupiah on that...Sorry, I am poor...So i can afford only that currency...paiseh.( No link to insult anything about that particular country or watsoever).
To me...Band to her is not about working together as colleague.
To her, it's Love...
Your band is my band...My band is your band.
Of course she can defend herself by saying that it's just work, but we all jolly well know the truth.
So end of the day, she get's annoyed over why sebast say it out be it can/cannot tell is because Mr Tan says cannot( in a kind gesture). But to her...it's her everything...that's when "Ai Wu Ji Wu" comes in. She takes it into her control. Marcus on the other hand acts accordingly to Mr Tan. As he understands Mr Tan.
Therefore, duh...it's obviously proven that she takes matter into her own hand because of LOVE.
L is for the way you look at me...
O is for the only one I see...
V is every every extraordinary...
E is.... .... *
*forgotten lyrics.
Take 1 of the incident...
Everytime she quarrel with Mr Tan is over what?
I tell you...
Example...Mr Tan says to have the band settle down at 1000.
Then Ms Chang will wanna come up with a system so that the band can settle at 1000 for Mr Tan.
I mean...Good...Working together.
But why Mr Tan still angry with her? coz Mr Tan maybe wants the band to come at a later time coz it doesnt take 3 hours for the band to get ready at 1000.
Just an example...therefore, who's being "GEI KIANG".
Ask if really don understand...don start assuming your way which you think it works & benefit everyone.
Example only ar...just a case scenario.
that is why i mention in April 26 2008 post,
You do not know music at all...so please stop your rubbish. something like that.
She told someone that she did not state what she wanna say to the band. But she follow accordingly to Mr Tan. But trust me...on the surface you can say it's BUSINESS.
Truely inside, deep down the depth of the heart...it's L-O-V-E. Love on the side to Mr Tan. That's when the LOVE song comes in. la la la la la la la~~~la la.
Even human tend to add their own words too when told to pass a message. Isn't it true.
So don tell me U really NEVER...as in seriously NEVER add your own words but truely follow word for word of Mr Tan.
Trust me...this type of issues, don have to hide...U think i am the only one who thinks like that...
Trust me...Behind your back...many are singing the same tune as me. But in a different verse & lyrics.
So now when you barred me, is it OVER? To me it's NO.
To Miss Chang is YES! Good Riddance...YES! Sebast knows too much...rid him!
Yes! He don know my secret.
I really hope Ms Chang can really call me or tell me face to face about this.
I don know why am i barred like seriously...
Coz it's nothing about OPSS, Nothing about OPWO/OPAW.
I didnt not defame anyone of the above organisation.
Despite blogging all this, I am not defaming anyone or insulting Miss Florence Chang .
I just wanna say it to really let people think it through...Is it really worth the cause because of someone, and you innocently rid someone like that out of the School he came from...and from the band he grows from.
I also want to let Miss Chang know that it's not just about anger between us...it's the truth that i wanna let her know. So she will know... and that if i am wrong, at least she can clarify with me instead of suspecting each other and "stabbing" each other.
I hope you, Miss Chang, can tell me why I am barred from band.
And I do hope I can go back to where I am from.
Deep down, seek your God and ask if what you do is right. Coz i have nothing against you.
I am just upset that because of someone, you innocently hurt me...
and like i message to you, I am truely apologetic about my rudeness...
I thank my PS teacher for this...Speaking to me enlightens me & let me know where i truely stand and the amount of respect i need to give each person despite right or wrong.
Since Mr Tan told me about me & my religion.
And to the 3 leaders and to the rest of the people listenin and reading. I do not know what you hear or see or wat...
But jumping to conclusion is stupid and to follow ones train of thoughts without looking deep into the whole matter but looking at the matter just superficially on the outside.
Whoever you are, I know...
But I hope after reading this, you will understand the true essence behind this whole issue that it ain't just a quarrel. It's LOVE on Miss Chang's side.
Miss Chang, I still treat you as a teacher but if really you wanna avoid and not tell me why i am barred etc...then I am sad to say...even friend not even student is there that I should keep with you.
TaiYouKai Sebastian
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