Hi readers...So sorry about recent days, complaining here and there. But I don complain...I just state what's right.

Then I told Nisa and Izyan about it because they happen to be there also. I was so worried for man* that I need to ask if they know so I wont feel like I am the only one praying for him.

Chang and Marcus angry with me...so immediately I went to clarify with Chang...Earlier on, I wasn't angry a single bit only after PJ first msg me and said Marcus is angry with me (PJ I still have your sms) so i was slightly upset. Next the person told me...So i had to clarify with Chang.

I told her I already told Nisa, Izyan and PJ already b4 i called Marcus.

Chang said: don u know that the seniors having exam...why tell them.

Sebast said: I am concern and just as i saw Izyan and nisa at the station...naturally I told them.

Chang Said: what good is there to tell them?

Sebast said: nothing wrong to tell them. It's just concern...a band thing...

Chang said AGAIN: what good is there to tell them?

Repeated this for sometime despite me saying nothing wrong to tell them. It's just concern...a band thing...

While this Q & A keep going on, already on my mind I was thinking…isn’t it good to have more people praying for him though it’s a worry.

I mean…seriously prayer helps…Religion is important. Unless you don think religion helps, you will continue this idiot thinking and keep asking…”what good is there to tell them.”

As usual, religion is very sensitive...I could actually tell her in the first place that religion helps...

But then after her stubborn persistent of trying to use that to give me no way to breathe...She tot I cant breathe...I can, I finally had to say this...Spiritually!

Ya...so she said ok...and she finally move on by saying...But you could have called Marcus to clarify first...

Sebast said: I was worried...do you think i am in the right mind to think about who to consult. Even then how would i kw marcus know until I called him and ask if he knows.

But still at the back of my mind i think...even if man* told chang and said not to tell anyone, i call marcus and ask him whether he know, still Marcus will be like WHAT...man* hospitalized.

Next Chang said: Sebast you go around and make it like as though it's so serious...

Look at this chang...the word hospitalize says it all...i don have to exaggerate...If you have poor understanding in english language, I can understand. That is why You are a chinese teacher. So it's you who exaggerate that i told the band members and that i tell people how serious it is. Well...look at the explanation before you start judging...

Dictionary:

hospitalize

To put in a medical facility for care and treatment.

Look at the realistic side Ms Chang...You just wanna say me...it's been ages i kw you...You hated me. and is BIAS. Still dare to SAY NO! just now...how atrocious! I wonder what Your RELIGION have taught you now.

Sebast said this to chang: I am not the only who knows about it...others also know...and they could have told the band members too...even if they didn't tell directly, the spreading would have caused it...SO why still be so persistent and stubborn to pin point me...

at last after I told her this she said OK OK...Go tell Marcus...It's your problem with him...

Look at This phrase : "Go tell Marcus...It's your problem with him..."

Push of blame is noted here...

Yet that Marcus can still stubbornly believe and work with Chang so well like Sisters...

Look...people stab you in the back.

Of course i didn't talk to Marcus because I kw she will tell him naturally...It's their sisterly trade.

To PJ...Don assume that you have the rights to bitch along with them because it was ME who told you...Therefore you have no rights at all...Plus...Marcus don even wanna tell you...

yet i tell you on a good gesture and you back stab...how nice...Trust me...I handle back stab very well...

Well..For Marcus...You got angry with me...You have NO RIGHTS!

If man* didn't tell you not to tell anyone, you still tell...But just because he told you not to tell then u never tell and that i tell without knowing...and you get angry...You don kw that I already told them before I asked you...and you have the attitude to angry with me...

Don come and tell me misunderstanding issues...Before you even angry with me, you thought you already got the RIGHTS to do all things you want just because the order was from man*.

You always use this it's a misunderstanding...have you ever reflect on yourself that you are angering without a proper reason and never use the brain to process...

I wasn't even angry at all until PJ and followed by another person...

Friends for so long...don even kw what i think yet still insist on what was in the message...BESIDES THE POINT. don be a jerk ok...

You don kw what happen, don conclude that I still tell others despite you telling me not to tell...

IN fact is i already told them before you told me your WTF shit...

OK...

Reflect on yourself...

To Chang...Prayer helps...If you don kw...stop saying what benefit is there to tell...

just chuck religion aside...so let you win...it's a band thing...we are a family...don you think we have the rights to know since it's about man* even if it's you, I will do the same. there's nothing about whether who's having exam or not etc...It's the care and concern.

Now a days...people can even die just running...that was a year ago...

NOW...people fever 3 days and die...and even ridiculous...have u heard about the guy who para para and just drop dead...

Death is so rampant and easy...you don have to do it yourself...

It's done naturally...so IF man* really ... ... ...Will you take the responsible of why didn't you tell us earlier and that now we only kw the truth after something happen to man*

well...I don mean that man* will die or wat...well...there's the WHAT IF and the BUT which you always like to say...