I am so sorry I can't love you...
I can never be with you.
There can't be love between us.
Coz I am attached to someone already.
I am so sorry I didn't tell you that I am not part of the norm.
I am to blame for whatever happen ok.
I know you feel stupid now...
I am utterly sorry that I bring misunderstanding and confusion to you.
I didn't mean it. and "we" have been a year plus with each other already...
Don devote your love for me...It wont work!
Coz I don feel anything...
I only know that you love me since only last week though previously I thought maybe you did have feelings for me but I just brush it off.
I can only treat you as my junior...The reason I treat you nicely is because you are my junior...There's nothing else besides that.
I know it's hard to accept it but I can't hide away from you forever.
Anyway I just hate the word forever. I prefer everlasting.
k...That's besides the point.
My love for my stead is everlastingly there. Don't ever fall for me or even think about me.
I do not even know why you love me...I wonder what do you see in me.
You still have not tell me a reason besides that you told me that you feel stupid falling for me after I told you that my stead is a guy.
I also do not know why you cry. I am very bad at knowing how a person feel be it guy/girl.
I am utterly sorry... Saw the photo, that's us...
FiFi told me that you told him alot about me...
I really wonder what is it.
But I am sorry.
I think I should leave you for some time to be alone. Maybe for this entire don know how long the period will be, just avoid me bah. I guess I brought you only pain & misery.
Taiyoukai Sebastian
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