After so much of thinking...Finally made up my mind. I should be myself...The true me... When i was from sec 1-3 I was a very screw up person...really screw up. When nearing end of sec 3-5 I became a better person...More Fun a person. Joking laughing...even till now...Not very serious with work at times... But I came to realise this...It is not me... The True me is a perfectionist...Not a person who will joke much. Quite a "Dao" person. Not one to mess with. Have a bad temper when provoke. In the test D.I.S.C, I am a C.I higher C lower I.
I had enough of putting up this fake me, the one that keep laughing...joking about anything...And Coz of this...It cause to me to be a little gay...
I think from this point onwards, this has got to end... Be myself...I think I had enough of fitting into people's needs.
The true me is in NAFA, a person who don talk much, don even socialise much. Only socialise with people whom I know and close with. BUT not a person whom you can joke about anything under the sun. And I keep almost anything to myself. So From now onwards, I wont be the old gayish fake me...laugh like F*** and hack care about work at times...etc
YOU guys still can joke with me...But I wont go crazy laughing or doing some funny stuff...Just got to be my true self. Sometimes overdoing some stuff makes things more awkward. Therefore...This instant, I will change...
*Poof*
I am my true self...
TaiYoukai Sebastian
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