[RANK] LCP [NAME] Z X YIO
[AGE] 21
[Date Of Birth] 091288
[NSF]
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I was late for history tutorial...Basically I am late for everything i guess...
I am damn exhausted...Have to wake up damn early everyday...
I can barely wake up and i am dragging myself to school all the time...When i come back late daily, the weather is so cool...Some how just rocks lar...The weather is windy at nite even till early in the morning...I can barely withstand the cold at night and early morning...
On the other hand, my mobile is spoilt and i cant find another alarm to wake me up...So pathetic...
I need to get the new sony ericsson fast...I cant wait to get my new phone...
School work is not piling anymore...Just got to get it done asap...Exam is next month and within this 2 weeks, i must perform for 3 concert...
No time to practice...the whole schedule is booked for band rehearsals and Orchestra rehearsals...No time...I have not even touch on my 3 orchestra excerpts.
I just started sight reading my snare piece...and need to really work on the techniques and sound...
Marimba piece got to make sure notes accuracy is garantee 100% right and that there are 4 parts to my piece...
Haiz...
I wonder if i ve the time...After the 3 concerts, it will be mid Feb...and I don kw if i ve the time...I am really going crazy...PLus the works to be done...analysis...history...Aural...harmony...Sg Art Scene...OH God...
Wat in the world is happening...
Got to push...Practice till late is the only way...
and I got to get everything done SOON...ASAP...
I don care if i die on the streets...i cant even be bothered with my life...all I know is that i must get my things done...
For the sake of myself, I will sacrifice to get things done...
I think during the CNY study break, I am really gonna finish all my work and get things done...Gonna go back to school daily to prac...no more Op...
I think I suffer more in OP than anywhere else...
I think I should be like Jane & Faris...Never think of coming back...Or at least once in a blue moon...
The Stress there is getting me mad...
Shall not bother myself over that kinda stuff...
Luckily my phone spoil...if not i would not have come to such a decision...anyway, i have not been contacting any Op this 2 weeks.
I think i can survive alone without friends...besides marcus...etc...
The rest i think, Disappear bah...Sorry...
My emo just swing when i go back to Op...coz of some reason...
not gonna mention it...
Watashiwa... ... ... ... ...
Cant wait to go church every sunday to be with god...
Only god can help me...Not even my onii-chan now can help me with my problems...
watashiwa... ... ... ... ...
May only the best survive in this world...
The weak will be eliminated...Not gonna lose out...
I must win...WIN VICTORIOUS...
TaiYoukai Sesshomaru...
MUST WIN!
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