I look & I stare at the calender which shows Feb 14...4 days before CNY.
I was dumbfounded...loss of speech...don know what to do.
I think day & night of what will i face in this new year...Will it be good or bad?
I do hope the shooting star I saw just now can grant me my wish.
Meanwhile what should i do?
Does shooting star really grant a person's wish? People keep saying that if you put faith & trust into it, It will come true...But how true is true...
Till Now i still remember vividly of what -Ah Jiang- mention.
I just cant erase it from my memory...
Due to what i have, I know what will happen. Is it a blessing or curse?
People say that if you cant overcome your own problems, you are weak.
It can be true...It can also not be true. I really don know how to answer this question.
My mind is in a twirl all the time. What am I gonna do?
What kind of help can I get?
Deep down my heart, there's this little voice that tells me that there's hope...
I believe hope can bring miracles...But i have seen & heard people hoping. But their wishes didnt come true.
Wishes don come true unless people fulfill it for you...Believe it or not...
exp...If you go for an audition, if you get in, it's the person who select you grant your wish.
It doesnt mean that you are really good...but maybe just acceptable to be able to be allowed to get in.
I pray daily...I trust & put all my faith in god.
But will my prayer be answered for this particular question?
Till now, I really have no idea.
Bite...Bite...Bite...
Bruise...Bruise...Bruise...
Hurt...Pain...Sorrow...Agony...
When will it stop?
TaiYoukai Sesshomaru
Lost! 459 (3679= -1)...
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