[RANK] LCP [NAME] Z X YIO
[AGE] 21
[Date Of Birth] 091288
[NSF]
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What a great day today is...
For some unknown reason I was sort of kana shoot for no reason earlier on before ensemble start...
My section mates keep teasing me...I think they should seriously stop it. It doesnt mean that i don talk in school means people can just bully me. Just that i keep telling myself not to thrash people...It wont be nice...
For some reason...TWFY wore converse shoes...Stop it! I am not your watsoever or whoever...Just get away from me!
I fail my Harmony exam for the first time...40/100...WOW...that's so encouragin.
FOr the first time, I pass my aural with a score of 54/100 with kinda many bars blank...Damn it!
For some reason i got the same marks for Aural as my ABRSM THeory Grade 5. I fluck!
WTF...
Obviously I am that unlucky...How can a person who study harmony fail Theory.
How unlucky I am...ANd now I got to retake coz i really want to take practical Grade 8!
Damn it...I fail so many stuff...So what's next!
Life sucks man!...
Someone whom I knew damn close to me already giving me problems...only care for himself & never take the intiative to make things happen & never even do things for whatever i have put in...That's infuriating...
ARGH...
I should just die so that probably life will be better for that person!
The formation that day...Another someone screw it all up. I took an MC just not to have an empty whole out of no where in the formation & the next thing is the person screw it all up...
So what's next that cant go smooth for me?
Maybe I will get scolded for my upcoming PS...
Maybe tomorrow i will get mad again at that person...
Maybe I should just follow Boon all the way...do what he do...
I cant take it anymore...I should just not care about anything but myself...
i have not been selfish to myself...I keep caring so much about others...fearing that people may feel out...etc...BUt I guess I am wrong. I should be selfish to myself.
I HATE MY LIFE!
I HATE YOU ESPECIALLY!
YOU!
SELFISH BRAT...YOU CHANGE FOR YOUR OWN SAKE...NOT BECAUSE YOU CARE FOR OTHERS!
F*** UP LIFE I HAVE!
TAIYOUKAI SESSHOMARU...
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