Next wednesday 4th of October 2006, I will be performing with the South East Asia Youth Orchestra & Wind Ensemble...I wil be away for two weeks and I will be back on the 15th of October 2006. Anyone wanna send me off at the airport and pick me up at the airport...anyone... well...I hope there will be people sending me off and picking me up. I told Steven to buy life insurance for me as Thai is so chaotic now. I want to come back to Singapore alive. Our Schedule shows only a day for us to shop from morning till night. But it's only a day. Not enough to shop for what I want and that I am buying my friends gift. I cant buy for all. So those who didnt receive it, I am really really sorry...not that i don wan but i don ve enough $$$ My mum is only giving me SDG$100 to spend in Thailand. It aint enough coz it's a 2weeks trip not a 2day 1 night. I don kw why cant she understand me. Haiz... Every overseas trip with friends, she don give me enough to spend. My mum asked me to use my own $$$ for the expenses in Thai but I do not have enough for myself. My pocket allowance $10 a day includes the things that I want to buy and also transport. It's pathetic right. I don kw why cant my parents understand me. I am really helpless. I still owe Ruth $$$ for 2 harmony Reference text...I have been draggin the $$$ issue...I know hiding is not an option but my parents don even give me $$$ to buy them. And that it is a compulsory to have them. What to do? Haiz...so disappointed. I am getting something for the person I ****. But what's the point of getting the person something. I don even get to have that person..."The greatest distance on Earth is not between life and death, but it is when I stand in front of you, you still don't know that I LOVE YOU!" If only I can rearrange the alphabets, I would put U & I together.
SO MUCH PROBLEMS...When will it ever end...when can I have a happy ending?

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